I've been so mad at Zayn since he left for all those reasons, but I'm beginning to forgive him. I mean, I said I'd stick by him and love him no matter what so.. I forgive him, and I love him so much. I understand why he left, (that doesn't make me happy that he lied, but it's over and done) and I will stick by him and support him. Because after all, I made a promise to the boys and to him and I don't break promises.